Now, you're probably thinking, Janet, I came here to read what you have to say about your recovery from a pretty wild period in your life. But hang on. This is relevant.
Since I've been poorly I've had one aim - to get back to work. So, what are the barriers for me doing that and how am I dealing with that.
- I need to update my skills to make sure I can compete in an increasingly digitally focused field.
This isn't really important at the moment. It's a hurdle further down the track. - I need to have more days when I get out of bed than when I stay in.
This is quite difficult because I really don't know day to day whether I'm going to be Tigger or Eeyore. I can, on occasion, be Rabbit at the same time. I really need to be Poohbear, just making his way through life. - I need to prove to myself that I can leave the house and do something consistently.
Flunked this with pottery. Also flunked it with Woodwork. I did make something like 6 out of 10 sessions in Drawing and Painting. I can improve on that. - I need to build on the foundations until I'm comfortable (or at least not running screaming) in a workplace
So, once I get to 9 out of 10 sessions in Drawing and Painting, I move on to something else. - I need to establish a work/life balance
This is ridiculously important. I need to balance what I do outside the house with cleaning and maintaining the house, looking out for what I eat and how much exercise I do. I also need time to indulge myself in things I like to do. And I don't mean slobbing on the mothership (settee), drinking gin and watching Hallmark movies. I mean taking time to play music and create crafty things, read and write and annoy the cats. I have to make sure I'm aware when the balance is tipping. It is important,but it's going to be a challenge to do. If I can get this levelled out, we're on our way. - I need to recognise that this is a recovery period.
I have to remember that this is not going to happen overnight. I do get frustrated by it. I just want it to be like it used to be. But it's not ever going to be like it was. Nothing ever is. I just need to look forward to the next stage of whatever I do.
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